I h8 wk3nds
13 months ago
I really do. I hate weekends. I’m so good during the week and then wen the weekend comes idk wat happens. I eat. im so tired of eating. hunger means nothing to me. its just tht compelling need to want to do sumthn i guess. idk i just hate wknds. this week will be better. i finally got some more coffee after i accidently dropped it on monday or tues. i don’t like coffee at all-especially black coffee-but it takes my appetite away. i need to reach 115lbs by the end of this month. i think my goal weight for the end of this week will be 120-118lbs. just need to keep picturing my non-touching thighs nd i’ll get there soon.
Oct 12, 2008, 08:44PM PDT | 0 comments
i was ok this morning. took my green tea and diuretic pills. idk it was lyk 1pm or so and i felt so weak. I was at the mall and i was smelling all the delicious and nauseating food. But i resisted and drove back home. when i got home tho, i ate some cereal (cheerios and raison brand crunch), then i got sick for some reason and stopped. a little later i had lyk 3 crackers, and then 1 slice of garlic bread—-which i feel soooooooo shitty about right now. how am i supposed to reach my goal weight of 115 if im going to keep doing this? i probably wouldnt have even eaten n e thing if i didnt need to do my ap work. i was so tired tho and out of coffee i didnt know wat else to do.
Oct 11, 2008, 07:42PM PDT | 0 comments
weighed in at 122 this morning. had 7 crackers not sure why but got full pretty quickly. i’ll have water for the rest of the day and gum. bought 2 dress yday and one of them i wont wear until im 115 or so.
Oct 09, 2008, 10:21AM PDT | 1 comment
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