I think for different people ‘special’ means different and everybody has different opinion about the same thing or even person… But I think I’ve met MY special… :) and this really changed me and my world… It’s so great! So… I think I’ve achieved my goal… but I won’t stop on it any way!..
Sometimes I feel like my life is a labyrinth with a lot of beasts… And I just can’t find the way out!..
I think everyone in his/her life wants to see something amazing, to meet someone special, or to do something unusual,... to be a part of what is called a miracle… For me a miracle means not only something unnatural… It’s also something that makes you feel very happy, when you forget about all your problems and feel like you’re in seventh heaven. But I think it’s really hard to notice and recognize it in the life full of troubles, through the screen of constant tears and failures… I know, the problem is deep inside… But sometimes it’s enough just to raise your head and wipe tears in order to see the stars…
I really want to help someone… But for now I feel just burdensome to others… I think at first I have to make a difference in my own life…
I really feel I just exist now, I don’t live… Days are so similar… Today is similar to yesterday, and I’m almost sure that tomorrow will be just like today. It’s boring… So I decided to do something with this my existance (honestly I don’t know what exactly yet). But I’m going to do my best toachieve this goal… Being there and having an opportunity to share my thoughts with someone with similar wishes really help me… :)
I know I must praise every minute of my life because it’s unique and will never repeat again… Tomorrow my ‘today’ will be ‘yesterday’ already… So I want not to think about tomorrow too much and just live and use all opportunities that life gives me…
I was always dreaming about making friends all over the world. Communicating with people who are different from you, but with simalar problems, thoughts, wishes, dreams … it’s so great! Someone says it’s impossible to make friends through Internet… But I don’t believe it! And I hope I’ll prove the opposite. :)
