I’m sooo stupid. I cut nine times this week only. I didn’t take into account that we had P.E. this week, and therefore will be wearing short sleeves (our regular uniform has long sleeves). P.E. is this Tuesday, and around five cuts are still visible. I’m not sure when they’re gonna disappear, and if they will by Tuesday… And I can’t even wear those big, bulky bracelets or anything ‘cause it’s not allowed to be worn with the uniforms (even P.E. uniforms). Any suggestions? I can’t get out of P.E., by the way.
Nov 17, 2006, 11:59PM PST | 6 comments
I always have these fantasies wherein I die. All of them are tragic, bloody, painful, and gut-wrenching. All involve guns, knives, falling off buildings, car accidents, stabs, shots… And all are happening to me. And I don’t want those fantasies to stop.
Nov 11, 2006, 11:41PM PST | 0 comments
I’m the fakest person ever. I always tell people not to be so superficial and materialistic, when in fact those are two things that can describe me perfectly.
I always care what people think of me, even if I tell others not to care what people think about them—I’m the most self-conscious in our group, but it’s not obvious because I hide it well.
I’m not really materialistic but I tend to be most happy with my play things.
Aug 18, 2006, 07:54AM PDT | 0 comments
I'm doing 34 things
