so i;m 19 yers old..and i found out about 5 days ago that i am. i’m so happy and the man i’m having a baby with is also the love of my life i just dread telling my father my mother knows but i dont know how to tell my dad
ok so i have had angry sex but not with the guy i’m dating right now.. he said he wants to but he has to be truly angry to do it so i’m going to try and piss him off any suggestions as to how i can??
ok so there was this guy i dated for roughly 4 years..i always held on..always …i cried when we broke up..i went through various reasons it was over i even went two weeks and ate almost nothing i almost died.. it was all pretty intense..but in the end i had to take a stand so i was mean to him i ignored him and eventually i moved from the city to a small town.. where i met the man i’m going to marry..and the moment i did all this he came begging for me back.. well my boyfriend wasn’t too happy with this he even told me to not talk to him ever again.. so i tried then i realised that the reason i couldn’t stop talking to him had nothing to do with loving the guy still but more to do with me not letting go of my past.. i missed where i used to live and he was who i saw the most so i missed him. but i realised he was just a first love to me nothing more.. and now that iv’e let him go and fully understand my life is only going to get easier
whoohoo!! no.. it was romantic my boyfriend and i were having a “play date” in the rain we slipped in the grass and we were soaking wet and could barely breath … then he looked at me and said “i love you macy”...aww… and then he grabbed the side of my face and we kissed for a lonnnnggg time.. and then went inside to my room..=)
my best best best friend is from amsterdam.. she has lived there her whole life and can speak 5 languages.. i call her my sister even though i’m 112 pounds and she is more muscle… she has blond while im a brunette.. she is 5’8 and im 5’5 were opposite but i love her and always will she is an exchange student here and is going home in july but that wont keep us apart im going up there to stay with her for about a month this summer… i know i’ll never wnat to come back to texas!!!
i need to let go… i wont live or love until i do. how can someone enjoy life when they are haunted by all the shit that happened in the past?
i don’t want to wake up old and wrinkled with a tatoo on my ass of a saggy bird laying next to a guy i don’t love anymore….i don’t want my life to pass me by i want to live!!! but how do i do this?? without all the regrets of my 4 year long relationship.. or my ex-alcoholic father who used to beat me..or my grandmother moving away…i don’t want all the things i said to come back one day.. qa already have regrets now.. how will i feel when its all said and done?? no i’m going to start today!! i will start to think before i act.. and speak..i won’t regret anymore!!!!
I HAVE A HORRIBLE TEMPER I HAVE SLAPPED AND HIT ALMOST EVERY BOYFRIEND I’VE HAD I GOT IT FROM MY FATHER HIS TEMPER THAT IS..I GET MAD AND I’LL START YELLING HITTING AND EVEN THROWING EVERYTHING IN MY PATH I HAVE TO GET OVER THIS
i get jealous…well lets just say really easy and quite often…..i freak out when my boyfriend looks at other girls…i just want to live a normal…life and be happy but it’s like i can’t control how i feel… it really is like a disease.. and i look at other couples and always think “how can they not get mad at that??”.. i know that there is nothing really there to get jealous about but how do you overcome this
