MadPirateBippy

I have to clean up a lot of sloppy paperwork in my life to make this happen.

SUCH A PAIN IN THE ASS.

Still, I’d better get it done.

My hair is waist length now. I don’t really consider it long, and I want my hair to go down to my knees.

I will keep growing it and keep it long, probably for the rest of my life. I love my hair.

46. I managed to meet someone who is perfect for me and we’re married.
47. My wonderful new laptop.
48. Early morning snuggles.
49. Getting rid of my things to give me more room to live.
50. Teddy bears
51. The view from my bedroom window after it rains, and the little field is full of water.
52. The goofy noises my husband makes.
53. The fact that I am madly in love.
54. Pesto.
55. high speed internet connections
56. Sunsets
57. Good wheat beers.
58. Mojitos.
59. Ben
60. Dreaming about my future
61. My best friends
62. The feeling of sheets warmed by my husbands body.
63. Learning to cook new recipies.
64. Finding great deals on things we need anyway.
65. Figuring out a way to save money, instead of spend it.
66. Having ready to go meals in the freezer for when I am not up to cooking.
67. Kittens purring in your lap.
68. Helping my family and loved ones achieve their goals.
69. The relief of having my paperwork done.
70. A clear desk.
71. The sense of accomplishment from scratching something off my to-do list.
72. Talking to an old friend that I have missed.
73. Knowing Dad’s cancer was caught early and he should be Ok.
74. My little brother and his amazing wife.
75. New opportunities.
76. Yarn.
77. Planning projects.
78. Preparing to get a house and turn it into a home.
79. permaculture gardening and growing my own food.
80. Learning how to put my hair up in new hairstyles
81. Round beds
82. Bodychoir
83. Really good foreign movies that make me think.
84. The unmistakable joy of being alive.
85. Making love to my husband.
86. Snuggling between my husband and my boyfriend in bed before we drift off to sleep.
87. Really good pizza.
88. Japanese cars.
89. Friends worth going to Kareoke with.
90. Progres.
91. Knowing that I live in a great age and watching miracles and firsts happen all around me (Obama’s presidency, iPhones)
92. my iPhone!
93. Having long, pretty nails.
94. Signing musicals in my house with my husband.
95. Getting tucked in at night when I’m sick.
96. Making people casseroles or chicken soup.
97. Fresh baked bread.
98. Doing things that scare me to move me towards a goal.
99. Giving my stepson his first Calvin and Hobbes book.
100. Making a better place for my family and caring for them.

31. Even though I abused my body it’s getting healthier every day
32. My knees are feeling better
33. My skin does not have cancer
34. My eyesight is good, if not perfect
35. I have really lovely coloring
36. My nose is small and cute
37. My hands are very strong and capable
38. I can lift heavy things and I have a lot of strength in my arms and legs.
39. My toes leave perfectly circular toe prints everywhere I go
40. I have excelent hearing
41. My blood nurishes all the cells in my body, every day, without me asking it to.
42. My liver and kidneys filter all that blood and make it safe and healthy for the rest of my body
43. My bones are strong and I have never broken one of them.
44. My lungs provide life-giving oxygen to the rest of my body wihtout stop or complaint for overe 20 years
45. My heart has been pumping my blood without stop for longer than 20 years.

Hehe, I have a secret basement thingy. I can’t tell you more or I would have to kill you, but it ROCKS.

I started this when my BF dumped me. It’s been a long road, but we are still friends and things are going really well.

I swear by www.emofree.com. Completely love it and it’s changed my life. If you’ve got emotional issues or physical issues, try it, and if you don’t like it you’ve lost nothing.

It’s free and no one is trying to sell a damn thing. well, I’m not, anyway.

I started tapping. Www.emofree.com

It is the only thing I have found that actually works. It looks dumb, but it’s free to try, so why the hell not?

I feel so much better about so many things, it’s scary. I almost feel like I’m coming out of my shell, after all these years.

I love it.

I stopped being so nervous about what other people thought of me, it made it a lot easier to shut up.

26. Silk pillowcases
27. Combing my hair in the sunlight
28. Orgasms
29. Cute underware
30. Eating chocolate chips out of the bag in the kitchen.

I did it, and I am now a Triathlete. Yes, a slow, fat triathlete, but a triathlete none the less.

WHOO!

21. Having my homework done before I go into class.
22. Bubble baths and hot tubs
23. Pretty girls in skimpy clothing at nightclubs.
24. Modern medical care
25. That I’m still friends with my two most recent ex boyfriends.

11. Giving someone a compliment.
12. the way the air smells just after it rains.
13. freshly swept floors.
14. my new computer
15. other people doing better than me at things I care about
16. Getting e-mail from people from Polyfamilies
17. pink flowers
18. pants that make my bum look good
19. my roomates and suitemates.
20. making someone else smile.

OMG it’s soooo wonderful!

I want to give lots of love, with no expectation of getting any back.

I want people to leave my presence feeling happier about themselves. I want to hug people who need it. I want to remember that it’s the small, constant kindnesses that make people bloom.

It’s remembering, and doing…

And parts of today, as well. It was really nice.

I’m looking at an essential oil blend. 40 drops of Sweet Orange essential oil with one drop of nutmeg oil, in a jojoba oil carrier. Unfortunately, Sweet Orange is a top note (bright, sharp, and fades quickly) and Nutmeg is a bottom note…I need a middle note to really even this out, and make it work for me.

Orange is bright, cheerful, uplifting. Nutmeg is earthy, sensuous, and more than a little sexy… I just need to find that missing puzzle peice, and I think I’ll be good to go.

I was able to control my diabetes despite having 2 surgeries this month, and being forced to eat nothing but soup and pudding due to wisdom tooth removal (surgery #2) and two weeks of bedrest (due to surgery #1).

No exerise, shitty diet, and I STILL DID IT! WHOOT!

So far I have seen Citizen Kane, Casablanca, The Godfather, and The Graduate.

I have Lawrence of Arabia right now, but it’s soooo long!

5 down. 95 to go.

1. Doing 127 breaths of deep zen breathing before going to sleep.
2. Clay face masks that make my pores smaller
3. Making my hair soft and shiny.
4. Cool sheets after a long day
5. Pepermint candies.
6. The curve just above a womans hips.
7. The way it feels when I use the full range of motion in my spine
8. Chill out music
9. My alarm clock, because it rocks!
10. loosing weight

Damn. He’s gay.

Oh well. I don’t think any guy who loves the opera that much, and looks that good could possibly be strait, anyway.