I'm doing 27 things
I realize how much my self-doubt and second-guessing is driving me crazy! If I could just have more confidence, I’d be allright. Its just that I doubt EVERYTHING and I’m afraid to assert myself on things because I’m afraid that I’ll be wrong! I’m at the point where in my decision making process, I try to gauge how much I will regret not picking the other option. Weird.
MagicMarker's Life List
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1. be less self-conscious
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2. To live instead of exist
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3. learn how to drive stick-shift
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4. TRAVEL ALL 50 STATES
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5. start investing
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6. Learn to defend myself
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7. dance dance dance
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8. Be on time for everything
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9. stop doubting myself
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10. stop comparing myself to others
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11. be more positive
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12. get a job when I graduate from college
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13. see the northern lights
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14. Swim in a bioluminescent bay
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15. get better at speaking in public
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16. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
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17. Get straight A's from now on
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18. become a morning person.
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19. excercise regularly
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20. Never stop learning
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21. stop avoiding the telephone
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22. get over my irrational fear of the telephone
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23. stop slouching
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24. ride in a hot air balloon
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25. do the splits
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26. be content
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27. stop drinking soda
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Recent entries
Oh is it bad… I have two alarms, both across the room, I have to get out of bed and walk over and turn them off, but then I just turn around and get back in bed again. I’ll do this for hours, not even getting any real sleep, just a few minutes between alarms… I’ve been doing it this way for so long its become a really bad habit and I can’t seem to cut it out! Especially because in my sleepy state I’m not fully conscious so its hard to will myself to do something I dont want to do… oh how I want to be snooze-free!
