Maizegirl

I have two kids under two and absolutly NO sex drive. When it’s night time I want to sleep. My husband, of course, wants sex. I really feel bad that I’m never in the mood but my daughter still wakes up 2 or 3 times in the night and then they are both up at 7. I’ve tried to make it so that thier nap time is together but it hardly ever is so I can’t take a nap during the day. Then I go to work at night a couple nights a week from 4 or 5 until 11 or 12. How am I to get my sex drive back?

I know a lot of people don’t know what to do with thier life but seriously…nothing interests me enough to want to do it for the rest of my life. And I thought I found something but it’s hard because I have two kids under two and can’t really afford to go back to college/day care. Has anyone done college online or anything like that? Pretty sure that’s the only way I would get done.

I am SO over my head with debt. It really all started last may when the resturant I managed closed…and they called me the morning of and told me not to bother coming in. Wouldn’t really be a problem except for the fact that I was seven months pregnant! Not really a lot of jobs want to hire someone whose going to have to go on leave in a month or two. So I couldn’t pay my bills and charged EVERYTHING! Now my new job I’m making WAY less then I did before. While I haven’t charged anything since August I can’t pay my cards because I have to use my paycheck for food/diapers (two babies in them)/formula/and bills. I feel like I am suffocating and don’t know what to do. Any suggestions??