Malcolm85

I want to be the first person who talks, i walk away if the other person says nothing, i am trying to change how i perceive conversations, and i am taking the first initiation, and creating the conversation, rather than seemingly acting rude, and not saying anything when the other person doesn’t initiate.

I am shy, very shy, but i am also energetic, fun, crazy, exhilarating beyond heights. But no one knows this but me.

Few times in life have i actually been truly happy. many things in my life are good, and i work hard to accomplish goals and when i do, i am happy, but only during that time. Two years ago i was happy, i was with friends, good grades, good social life, but now i still have that but the happiness is fading, the close friends are moving on, and i like my life, but i am not truly happy.