I'm doing 11 things
I need to.
7 months ago
I’ve got my moments where I’m horrible to both of my parents, and I really need to stop that. They didn’t raise me that way.
Amanda's Life List
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1. Kiss her sweetly and tell her how much I love her.
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2. be closer to my brother
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3. be a better daughter
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4. Get up the courage to ask her to marry me.
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5. Visit her.
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6. Learn how to speak another language.
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7. Start sleeping better.
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8. Stop relying on drugs to make me happy.
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9. Complete a fanfic.
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10. Lose some weight.
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11. Watch all of CSI: NY
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How I did it
It made me
totally happy. 
How I did it: This happened the same time I fell in love. Now, two years later, we're happy as can be, and I finally got the chance to complete one of the goals I never thought I'd actually do. How did I do it? I don't know. Read how I did it…
It made me
squee.
How I did it: I just took the chance, really. My feelings for her were strong right from the get-go, despite the fact that there was a bit of a shady back-story. Then again, I'm pretty sure that's what brought us together. Read how I did it…
It made me
feel stunned. 
How I did it: I spent a lot of time writing things, which made me remember just how much I enjoyed it growing up. It kinda bothered me that I lost that want to write. I lost a lot of things when my life seemed to take a dive for the worst. Then again, a lot of that had to do with the fact that I let it take a nose-dive. Now that I'm tumbling back into all the things I loved years ago, I'm a lot happier. Read how I did it…
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I'm gonna try.
7 months ago
I don’t have just one brother I want to be closer to, I have two. And I’m really struggling with it. For seven years now, I’ve been the part-time sister. I’ve never been any good with getting involved in thier lives, mostly because they’ve never really included me. It wasn’t until recently when the actually started asking me to do minor things with them. Watch a show on TV, or take a walk to the store. And most times, those things are done in complete silence.
