Mandorla

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I'm doing 40 things
 

Mandorla's Life List

  1. 1. accept myself
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    577 people
  2. 2. stop worrying what others think about me, my decisions and my life
    2 entries . 9 cheers
    1 person
  3. 3. stop negative self-talk
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    332 people
  4. 4. Beat my depression
    4 entries . 6 cheers
    1,686 people
  5. 5. overcome my low self esteem
    3 entries . 8 cheers
    3 people
  6. 6. find a way to bring some happiness in my life
    2 entries . 2 cheers
    1 person
  7. 7. not to feel ashamed of my acne
    1 cheer
    1 person
  8. 8. stay single till i am a complete person again
    5 cheers
    1 person
  9. 9. get over him
    8 entries . 3 cheers
    1,318 people
  10. 10. finish my studies
    1 cheer
    97 people
  11. 11. See a psychologist
    3 entries . 3 cheers
    31 people
  12. 12. be a better teacher
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    224 people
  13. 13. slowly kiss a complete stranger.
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    25 people
  14. 14. find 10 things I like about myself
    1 entry . 4 cheers
    2 people
  15. 15. respect myself more
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    13 people
  16. 16. exercise daily
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    1,964 people
  17. 17. keep a diary
    641 people
  18. 18. Have a totally different life by this time next year
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    976 people
  19. 19. couchsurf
    2 entries
    62 people
  20. 20. Watch all of Hayao Miyazaki's films
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    216 people
  21. 21. Buy myself a ring
    2 cheers
    2 people
  22. 22. meet totoro
    5 people
  23. 23. Clean my room and keep it that way
    1 entry . 2 cheers
    208 people
  24. 24. Spend a year in the UK
    1 cheer
    4 people
  25. 25. Be a morning person
    3 cheers
    231 people
  26. 26. have a healthy diet
    1 entry
    15 people
  27. 27. buy a diary
    1 entry . 3 cheers
    2 people
  28. 28. think about why I feel to go back
    2 entries
    1 person
  29. 29. be more feminine
    2 entries . 4 cheers
    267 people
  30. 30. stop picking my face for 2 weeks
    1 person
  31. 31. write
    2 entries
    1,365 people
  32. 32. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    7,524 people
  33. 33. learn to drive
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    6,128 people
  34. 34. buy a cornicello napoletano
    1 entry
    1 person
  35. 35. learn 100 kanji
    1 entry . 1 cheer
    8 people
  36. 36. go to a sauna
    1 entry
    1 person
  37. 37. Get a tattoo
    3 entries . 2 cheers
    20,234 people
  38. 38. read more hemingway
    4 people
  39. 39. know if i have PCOS
    2 people
  40. 40. Have a baby
    5,727 people

How I did it
How to buy a better camera
It took me
5 months
It made me
happy, happy, happy


How to buy a book for my writings
It took me
4 days
It made me
curious


How to find goals in my life
It took me
2 weeks
It made me
hopeful


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Recent entries
See a psychologist (read all 3 entries…)
It does help 11 months ago

Therapy helped me a lot till now. I slowly start understanding myself. I feel I put all the small peaces of a puzzle together. I understand now what a central role my father has in my life and how much this harms me. I understand why I never let any men love me and why I leave them when they really care. I understand now why I don’t let myself be happy.. There are still many questions, at least it is getting better.



See a psychologist (read all 3 entries…)
How to tell anyone.. 11 months ago

.. I don’t know if I should tell anyone that I am seeing a psychologist. My best friend knows, but no one else, not even my family. I just tell them the that I am going to see some friends, they must think that I have suddenly become very social.. My Dad would just say his usual cynical remarks and my Mom would be very worried and disappointed, because I could not solve my problems alone. I did not even tell the psychologist that no one knows I go there.



get over him (read all 8 entries…)
Trust issues 11 months ago

I don’t how to trust anyone again.. I have lost my faith in people in general and in my ability to judge someone too. I have been single for 8 months now and I am not able to go on a date. I simply don’t want to open up and let someone in my life again, I don’t want to give anyone the power to destroy everything what’s inside.



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