Iv turned a corner with this issue of mine aswell – talking to people i feel i can trust and understand was a big help – also cutting down seriously on the weed helped alot – replacement therapy works!
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How I did it: I was out on the razz one night with a good friend and I got talking to the doorman at the pub. He mentions that I'd make a pretty good doorman and gives me a number. The next day having gotten over the hangover I ring up the guy and sort out a meeting. I started out at a fairly quiet and friendly place with a guy who talked alot and gave me some tips and it's just carried on from there. Read how I did it…
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Yeah so I feel as though I have turned a corner with this whole negative self image of mine – it still has its moments but for the most part the extreme negative feelings are fading away. Now for a large mug of motavation and ill be halfway to happy!
Iv gotten my huge amount of debts to companies and banks and friends (lol) down to £15/ month!!!! with a little help to those whom i am eternally grateful phew
Iv noticed a change in the way i feel aswell which was completely unexpected!
so;
Feeling shit? get rid of the debt! Its a subtle thing but thats what we need now!
sorry if this and the next few posts are complete bollocks but iv been awake for a long time and hope to be awake longer! (no money=finding new kicks!)
