Because he’s away working and I had to go work last night, we didn’t get to talk…I wished it wouldn’t be like that…I have a reoccuring unpleasant dream, I don’t like it.
Mashoo's Life List
1. stop being angry
2. be happy even if I am at work, to find the job I really want, that I would be happy doing
3. carpe diem
4. be more open minded
5. stop being insecure
Juz read what other wrote about insecurity when in a relationship with a loving person. Really felt like those people are gonna be ok…and that I am going to be ok too. Even though I feel that the insecurity I have will cripple my relationship, I have time to work on it before it does…I don’t like thinking about this but it’s gonna be ok.
Today my plans were changed when my boss decided to make me join her in a whirlwind PR session. Surprisingly, althought it would mean more OT for me, I did benefit from getting closer to the people that I’ve to work with…it also felt great to be appreciated for the job I’ve been doing. Better yet, I learnt that when I am shut in my office and v. tired, nothing beats learning from other people’s brains!