I'm doing 24 things
yey
4 weeks ago
i checked my weight and it said 69.5 but i had my clothes on and a jumper, so im sure im 68 . something :) gona exercise tonight,
i want to get to 64 before my holiday which is in less than 2 weeks :)
yey finally
MavBav's Life List
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1. make my life better
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2. I want to lose weight & get healthy.
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3. STOP PROCRASTINATION , BE PREPARED.
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4. Bleach my 'sensitive' parts
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5. Go to the gym everyday.
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6. Concentrate on important things in my life. And trying to make each day better for me, instead of wasting countless hours on the internet wasting time.
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7. Keep my room clean!... it always becomes messy... I need to keep it clean.
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8. Finish my degree!
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9. Fix my sleeping pattern
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10. Read & learn more. Learn my native language - speaking, reading & writing.
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11. be more mature
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12. Find the meaning & understand unfamiliar words I come across.
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13. Learn more about the world.
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14. Create my own non-profit charity.
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15. Do not do anything inappropriate, like pass wind, pick nose, clean ear wax, brush teeth infront of people.
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16. Get my braces off my teeth as soon as I can! - I am sick of them!
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17. Drink more water.
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18. Do what I'll say I will do.
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19. Stop getting angry at my mother - instead use it as a way to ignore people who make me angry.
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20. Stop bitching about people. Especially my family.
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22. Quit complaing to people or about people.
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23. see a counsellor
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24. get a fucking life
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How I did it
It made me 
How I did it: Well I have issues with procrastination. So this essay was way overdue. I thought I better finish it & get it off my back before any LITTLE chance I have of getting marks for it goes. So I went to uni, sat at the computers and kept at it. kept typing. Mostly I had to fight my anxiety. At times I felt like I am burning from anxiety. But I said no I have to keep pushing it will be over soon. And 6 hours later I finsihed it. Be… Read how I did it…
Recent entries
very depressed
4 weeks ago
My life seems to be getting worse. Today i cheated on an exam and even that was unsuccessful.
My assignments are really overdue and I hope the teachers accept them because I will really get kicked out of my degree and I cant go to any other uni (which is the plan since I failed so much and want to erase all the fails from my record)
I have a few assignments to finish and i hope i get through them.
I really need to start thinking about consequences, to base my choices on their consequences because if i had such a mindset 4 years ago my degree would of been at its end now and id be financially free next year. But its gona be a long and tough road now. I hope all goes well
My ear is burning bcus of the stress im going through, if only i could bottle up this horrible feeling and allow myself to experience it any other time i wish to put off my tasks.
and welfare didnt accept my application for payment so i’ll have to see if i can go on any other payments cos if i cant , how can i pay my bills? i might have to go on Job seeking next year.
Doctor knows best
1 month ago
Always listen to what the doctors say!
I use to lay near my window and put the hydroquinone cream on my genitals and thigh area and then it started to go dark and i was scared bcus apparently if it goes dark it means that its causing hyperpigmentation, which is rare but can happen and is difficult to remove. And then i noticed my skin peeling and I was so happy its peeling away and fresh skin thats not dark is revealing itself from underneath.
So I have stopped using hydroQ (bcus apparently if u get sun burn u shouldnt use it on the area- and i intend on listening this time!) and i will resume using it once my skin is okay. Give it a few more days.
I am helping the peeling process by exfoliating the area with moisturising cream and cotton pads – so much skin comes off! its great.
This time I start using it I will ONLY use it out of the sun!! No more sun light for that area!
Cant wait to start treating the area again.
