I'm doing 11 things
Its actually been a pretty good 3 days..I feel like most of the time I suck at connecting, but maybe I just need to let go of trying to connect in such a way I feel proper, and connect with my daughter on my own level.
MaximaBella's Life List
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1. Learn to be alone
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2. be a better mom
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3. Own everything U2 has ever done
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4. meet Bono
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5. learn stripper pole tricks
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6. believe in god
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7. take a road trip by myself
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8. Worry less.
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9. take better care of my skin
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10. be faithful
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11. discard my abandonment issues
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Recent entries
Life has been a roller coaster since my husband left me. I spent 2 years as a happy , content stay at home mom.
I breastfed my daughter for 19.5 mons..I feel like the moment my husband left to sort thru his issues, I havent been the same mom.
I feel disconnected from my daughter. I have no clue how to parent or connect to a toddler.
Being a mommy to a baby was so much easier..because she depended on me for EVERYTHING.
I have no clue how to play with a 2 year old. I know her grandparents and her father are so much better at it then me.
I let my anxiety and depression get in the way of our relationship..
