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MaximaBella




I'm doing 11 things
  

MaximaBella's Life List

  2. 1. be faithful
    1 entry     		59 people
  3. 2. take a road trip by myself
    		31 people
  4. 3. be a better mom
    3 entries . 1 cheer     		709 people
  5. 4. Worry less.
    1 cheer     		4,557 people
  6. 5. Learn to be alone
    1 entry . 1 cheer     		40 people
  7. 6. discard my abandonment issues
    		12 people
  8. 7. Own everything U2 has ever done
    1 entry     		9 people
  9. 8. meet Bono
    		150 people
  10. 9. learn stripper pole tricks
    		15 people
  11. 10. take better care of my skin
    		508 people
  12. 11. believe in god
    1 cheer     		91 people
Recent entries
be a better mom (read all 3 entries…)
Another good day 10 months ago

Its actually been a pretty good 3 days..I feel like most of the time I suck at connecting, but maybe I just need to let go of trying to connect in such a way I feel proper, and connect with my daughter on my own level.

Jan 09, 2009, 05:53PM PST | 0 comments


be a better mom (read all 3 entries…)
YAY 11 months ago

Today was a great day with my daughter

Dec 27, 2008, 11:10PM PST | 3 cheers | 2 comments


be a better mom (read all 3 entries…)
to my baby girl 11 months ago

Life has been a roller coaster since my husband left me. I spent 2 years as a happy , content stay at home mom.

I breastfed my daughter for 19.5 mons..I feel like the moment my husband left to sort thru his issues, I havent been the same mom.

I feel disconnected from my daughter. I have no clue how to parent or connect to a toddler.
Being a mommy to a baby was so much easier..because she depended on me for EVERYTHING.

I have no clue how to play with a 2 year old. I know her grandparents and her father are so much better at it then me.

I let my anxiety and depression get in the way of our relationship..

Dec 26, 2008, 10:24AM PST | 0 comments


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give advice go to a Broadway show survive on 4-6 hours of sleep per night jenb wants to read 52 books in 52 weeks finish my degree dance all night long Get my CCNA be a princess organize my mp3 collection vacation in london get paid to travel wake up knit compose music SAMOURA wants to meet T.I. Get PMP certification read Anna Karenina lose 25 pounds get another tattoo Go out wearing a skirt Drive cross country be a good friend to my friends. mark wants to track the books I read Make new friends travel abroad look for a good job be more decisive get better at DDR
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