I'm doing 28 things
Take
14 months ago
Take responsibility for your words and actions.
MechaFright's Life List
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1. embrace my wierdness and pat it's little head
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2. have no one to impress and nothing to prove
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3. Bike somewhere
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4. be my own best friend
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5. learn to drive
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6. delete my myspace
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7. The ability to let that which does not matter truly slide
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8. Quit blushing because of petty things
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9. Do something physically exhausting daily
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10. Have biceps
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11. have abs
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12. Remember permanently that I am worth loving
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13. Be shameless
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14. Completely ground myself. Completely.
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15. Have a picture taken of me screaming
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16. Develop telekinesis
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17. Learn how to make my own clothing
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18. Stop using the transitional phrase "so, wait."
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19. Never preface a text/call with "I'm drunk/high"
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20. Never ask him for validation.
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21. Finish a sign chapter (both male and female) monthly.
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22. Start doing things just for me
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23. Never feel hate, just understanding
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24. take better care of myself
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25. Stretch everyday
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26. visit a crop circle
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27. Exhaust scholarship opportunities
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28. Send something to post secret
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How I did it
It made me
content 
How I did it: Falling asleep with someone I love and waking up with him still there. Allowing myself to be completely vulnerable. Trusting. Selflessness. Empathy. Understanding. Optimism and hope. Read how I did it…
It made me
A little poorer 
How I did it: The protocol for name changing is really varied on the internet but somehow I got led to calling my local courthouses or whatever in Los Angeles. They said we had to pay $300 and fill out some forms 'n shit, so we did. I had a court date, blah blah blah, name is changed but at a very high price. $300 is not a lot considering how many years of your life you just bought your new name for, but I'm reading that people have c… Read how I did it…
It made me
Free
How I did it: I told everyone I knew that I was going to get a tattoo as soon as I turned 18. For some reason, everyone thought I was going to back out...which I can't even fathom. I just went and did it. It's fucking easy as shit. Read how I did it…
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I was yours right?
14 months ago
There’s a part of me that wants to call you right now and ask you if you feel as much for me as I do for you. There’s a part of me that would call you obsessively, over and over, and beg you for answers, beg you to say your answers over and over again so they could be imprinted in my brain and I could never forget or doubt them. This part of me would cry if any other girl ever touched you and shudder if your answers to me were ever elusive, or if you didn’t pick up your phone or answer a text. This part of me couldn’t feel for you if you didn’t feel for me—it’s too proud, it’s too scared.
I hate that part of me. I feel for you because of who you are, not what I get in return. I’ll never ask you for validation.
"Do not defile it with cliche. It is unnameable."
14 months ago
The freest way to feel love is to love without requiring to be loved.
