MeganAlissa

I have had many loves in the past but this last one was the best and worst. It was the best because he and I were made for eachother but It was the worst because of how it ended. Alexander was his name and he lived to be 16…. He died of internal bleeding. On July 6, 2007 he was with his dad driving in the snow in Navada on the way to see me. There was a drunk driver that hit them. He died 2 days after on July 8th. I dont know how to move on from him. I have been told to “move on” and that “your still young” from friends. Thats just the thing though, I dont know how to move on. He was my life! Evin though im only 15, I know it will be hard to be in another releationship agin. Does anyone know what steps I should take to recover and move on? Or does anyone have stories like myne and moved on from them, please anything would really help.
Thanks,
Megan

p.s. the boy holding the cat in the picture is Alex (love ya babe)

I have loved many times before. All thoes friendships started to crumble when the love relationship came in. I dont know if it is just me that feels this way or am I doing something rong…? Two years ago I had my first real boyfriend. We were just real best friends for a wile before we started dateing but when he asked me out I could’nt say no to him. The first months were fun and wonderful but after thoes months went by, we started drifting apart. One day I asked him if he was happy being with me and he said he was happier than ever… I wasnt though… we soon broke up and stayed friends for a little wile but after the hole love thing we went through it was’nt the same as before. I have learned lots of lessons from this experience. One thing I have learned from all this is if I stay just friends I can keep them or get in a relationship with them and risk loosing that bond I had together, I’d choose keeping my best friend. Would’nt you rather have a best friend for life than instead of loosing them over silly love?

As you can see by my picture I am a white redhead. I live in a verry heavely mexican populated city. I get teased alot, get put down, made fun of, and called names, just for being different. I get called Ginger, rust bucket, carrot top, skid mark, cracker & cheese, goldy locks and many more hurtful things… In my school over 80% of the people judge me for what I am and not for who I am. They see me a a ritch, white, A student when I am not. If they get to know me better and just give me a chance to show them who I really am they would see me for who I am and not what I am. I really am a nice girl, they see me as being a stuck up white girl. They think I get strait A’s in school, well I can just say thats rong!!! I get good grades but my grade lvl. is really in the b+ all the way to the c+’s. Im shure you can relate to this in different ways. So the next time you think of putting someone down or hear someone being put down remember what I have talked about.

Animals are apart of your faimly to. I have 4 cats, 3 fish and 2 gunea pigs. Their my best buds! I hate it when people talk about hurting an animal or creature for no reason…I just hate it so much! I have rescued all of my pets from shelters and people that needed to give their pets away. I don’t know about anyone elce but I think animals are a big part of the faimly. When I had a bad day at high school or evin if im in a bad mood, all I do is cuddle up with one of my cats and my worries and madness slides off me.