MeggieCameroonski

The hair is to my bust line now. Amazing. It hasn’t been this long since 4th grade. I think it’s pretty too. Red highlights, natural. I’m using Pantene Pro-V for Women of Color, I’m Italian, or “white/caucasian.”

I have three on the way. One is near finish. Get Excited kitties!

i will do this this week. its been too long.

I think I am doing this. Although sometimes it is hard to see if I am, she is definitely not an open book. Wish she would be easier to get to know.

I’m actually doing much better at this. I guess it just takes time to grow into what I want to be.

i learned how to thread the machine and the bobbin last week. not huge, but something. I also learned the names of the parts on the machine.

I journal on Livejournal now. It’s easier than writing on paper, b/c I have to erase too much. It helps with OCDness.

I don’t know how or why, but I’ve done this. They are long now. Kinda!

My coach said I’m going to the golden gloves in a year!!!

Well I called one or the two local gyms here, and the guy in charge called me back and we talked. He said he only takes people on if he likes them. Pretty serious stuff. I met up with him 2 days ago (Monday). He worked me really hard and I’m sore as hell still. I go back today at 3:30 and it’s back to business. I’m working for him cleaning up the place once a week in order to pay him. He is such a great trainer/coach so far. I think I made an excellent decision. We’ll see how it goes. I’m loving this but it is also a huge challenge. Especially sinceI’m not paying him money, just work. Oh yeah, and he made me keep going until he pulled up a stool and had me sit on that to box. I worked until I had to puke.

Sometimes you just have to get rid of them.

I got an A, and 2 C’s, I wish I’d at tleast gotten b’s in those 2 courses, but I can’t go back. I tried my best. :)

They always have been. I know I need to work harder, I’m the critic. Not them.

done this, doing this.!

I bought a Kodak Easyshare 6.1 megapixel camera, and I get busy with it right away. <3

I met some people at a store and we are going to hang out and have dinner parties. Vidal is one of them and he’s the nicest hardworking(trabajador) man!

must buy a better camera in order to do this.

I may have a job at the command post! whoo!

By using fake nails(which look great) I’ve been able recently to not bite and I think if I keep it up I’ll eventually have combatted my compulsive behavior.

Beautifully written, so incredibly sad.