and it fell through the floor. i’m amazed at how much i loved him and how much i still continue to appreciate my unreciprocated love for him. i just seem to find comfort in the fact that i CAN love and that when i do love it becomes such a big part of me that without it i wouldn’t even be a worthy person. if i had never loved him so much so that it beat me to a bleeding pulp i wouldn’t know anything about anything. at least i can say that much..i got knocked the hell down and i’m still here sitting around craving for more love to come out of nowhere and bite me in the ass. sounds absolutely masochistic. but it’s not. it’s actually quite lovely.
MeghanAlexandra's Life List
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1. become a hot bitch to piss him off
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2. find my freaking passion
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3. be a badass
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4. fall in love again
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5. get a tattoo
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6. create the soundtrack to my life
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7. write a book
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8. be fluent in 4 different languages
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9. save a life
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10. learn to snowboard
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11. learn to surf
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12. be a work of art
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13. live in a different country
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14. follow my life list
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15. drink more wine
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16. make painting a part of my life again
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17. become a freelance makeup artist
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18. go clubbing in prague
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19. have more original goals
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20. go an entire flight without getting motion sickness
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21. learn to sword fight
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22. learn the thriller dance
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23. read minds
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24. own a book & coffee shop
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25. have a picnic
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26. finish my health recipe/goal scrapbook
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27. find my brother
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28. bartend
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29. be a wine connoisseur
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30. graduate from college
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31. go paintballing
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32. change my identity for a day
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33. have my fortune told
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34. keep a box of cookies in my car to give to homeless people who ask for money at stop lights
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35. take a picture of one interesting thing everyday to remember what i did
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How I did it: not a single clue. i think that's the secret, surprisingly. he came, we talked, i fell, and he left. except let's not forget how he calls me every now and then to catch up. yea, i'll catch up, idiot. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I went to a tattoo shop by my house...basically about it..got it done...I bled a lot apparently which I didn't expect but everyone is different. Not much to worry about...the pain was a lot for me but it was about 5 minutes and then it was over. Overall I'm pleased. Read how I did it…
How I did it: I had wanted to get it done for a while and my mom was totally against it. My dad didn't really mind but it was my mom's final say. My dad has a motorcycle so one day we went to a motorcycle convention-type of thing and they were just doing piercings and tattoos and stuff right there. I was watching them do it and was looking at the belly rings and finally my dad just asked if i wanted to get it done. haha So I was like SURE! and he just … Read how I did it…
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I figured it’d keep things exciting…plus i’ll always be looking to discover something worth taking pictures of which, in itself, is just another way to get me to tackle life with an open mind.
It has to be better than giving out drug money that they say is not for drugs but really…we know what’s up. once i’ve got the cookie thing down i think i’ll work my way up to something healthier, something that isn’t perishable, i’m thinking celery sticks and hummus won’t last too long in my car. 100 calorie packs maybe? there’s a thought.
