Some of the guilt I bear does not merit the weight it creates. I aspire to live guiltlessly as long as I don’t wantonly hurt myself or anyone else!
Merribella's Life List
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1. find an outlet for my creative nature
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2. reconnect with at least 5 old friends
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3. catch up on all medical appointments
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4. find my old passions
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5. be more reflective-and much less reactive
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6. pay more attention to my husband - appreciate him more
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7. eat less and never after 10:00 PM
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8. get a better night's sleep
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9. go cross country skiing at least 4 times this season
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10. feel secure that my children will be happy, healthy adults with gratitude and empathy for others and love for themselves.
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11. enjoy evenings out
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12. strive at being a good and thoughtful person.
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13. be more grateful
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14. not overwhelm myself by adding to this list goals just for the sake of having 43 items posted!
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15. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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16. renew my passport
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17. find a job i love
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18. reduce number of dog-cookies I give my dogs
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19. improve my memory
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20. lose 10 pounds forever
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21. continue working on my Rockery
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22. lose useless feelings of guilt
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Recent entries
I have areas in my yard that gets little sun – so I’ve developed a “Rockery” in lieu of a flower garden. My interest in collecting rocks has become a pasttime. It’s very touchy though, because beach rocks create barriers and should not be removed. But…being a natural beachcomber, I naturally find myself sticking a few pebbles in my pocket – here and there. I comb many area beaches, I am not depleting any one area of beach (can’t you hear the guilt?). But what I have created is giving me unabashed pleasure and the walks on the beach soothe my tormented soul. I do believe I will continue!
