Metamorphoxix

I just pulled…

oh well…keeping positive that tomorrow will be a pull-free day…

We will succeed because we have already put the intention out into the universe…

Time for change….

I want this virulent behavior (trich) overturned with positive changes in my life….

It’s always said that it takes a little while to learn a “bad habit” and double the time to eradicate that “bad habit” with a “good” one.

No matter what it will always amaze me the “mysteries” of the brain and mind. How I can on a deep level do something damaging to my self, consciously and unconsciously, due to unresolved issues. Autopilot is a bitch for people living with trich. Right when you wanna just “be”...just exist…tryin’ to be what one dubs as “normal” (though I don’t believe there is a such thing)...the HABIT sneaks in and there you have a new smooth patch of skin to add to your image.

I’ve been a professional hairpuller and I hate, loathe, and dispise this job. I’ve done it for over 15 years. Geez, honesty stings…so I’ve been living with trich for 20 years exactly.

I wanna make drastic changes this year.
I want to help myself.
I want to surround myself with positive people.
I want to be more happy.
I want to fulfill all my passions in this lifetime.
I want to connect with others so we can change together.

I’m thoroughly aware of mass negative atrocities happening all over the world to other peoples, and I want to help in alleving something for others. And this is a start for me to help myself so I can in turn do more for others.
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Once you cure what’s within you can heal what’s without… izu