I'm doing 39 things
sigh After class i would deliberately isolate myself. I would go up to an empty classroom and write. I love the solitude but i have it all the time!!Sometimes i feel as if i can’t even speak! I have this fear of people. People scare me!! I rather be alone and away from people. It just makes me feel so much better to know that i’m not alone!
I need to deal with this problem. Why are we socialphobes? The last time i actually socialized was and i’m not joking…last summer. For me it’s class then home. It’s so sad because after class i’d walk away from everyone.
On facebook if someone writes a comment or starts up a conversation on my wall..that’s the worst thing ever! lol it scares me..especially when it requires a long sentence haha it sounds crazy. Sometimes i find myself reading it over and over again to make sure it’s perfect or it’s the right answer.
p.s people are sooo scary
Mimilin_yaya's Life List
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1. scuba dive and be fearless when i'm doing it
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2. decide what the hell I would like to do with the rest of my life
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3. live in an oceanfront condo
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4. Pass my advanced exams
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5. go to Las Vegas
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6. go to Hawaii
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7. meet a celebrity
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8. go on a trip alone
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9. go shopping
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10. spend atleast 3 nights in Negril, Mobay or Ochi
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11. Spend less time fooling around on the net and more time actually working
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12. visit Mexico
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13. go on a cruise
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14. go to a glow party
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15. To live instead of exist
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16. let go, be patient and have faith
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17. be open minded
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18. be more outspoken
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19. Grow in Christ
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20. Worry less.
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21. Be confident
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22. follow my heart
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23. become a better person
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24. Love without fear
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25. become more spiritual
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26. meet more people
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27. get clear skin
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28. meet my future husband
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29. travel to europe
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30. get my drivers license
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31. go to the bahamas
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32. go to India
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33. get engaged
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34. Kiss in the rain
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35. Wait until marriage
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36. get over my social phobia
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37. Have a baby
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38. escape
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39. work part time
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How I did it: I hated showing my fingers and my new years resolution(2008 lol) was to grow my nails. So i started growing them from October and i kept my word and now it's January 2009 and my nails are long! They do break and that tempts me to bite (and i do) but when i see them short i no longer want to bite them lol Go me! Read how I did it…
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6 months ago
I’ve always wanted to go to my mother country. I love the culture especially bollywood movies! It would be even a better experience if i met Sharukh Khan and Preity Zinta aaaw…=]
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11 months ago
i’m the type of person that never connects with guys. Finally, when it happened i let down my guard and i ended up being heartbroken. I may not ever fall in love again lol hmmh
