so the confidence level has increased dramatically!! not quite where i want it yet but anyhow…since december i have lost 40 lbs and i feel fabulous…i still plan on losing 85 more lbs but anyhow the confidence has been steadily rising….also another thing that helped raise my confidence was a break up with the love of my life in january…i will admit that at first my confidence was shattered in to about a billion and one pieces but now it has risen cuz i see how much better off i am without him and i really can see that he held me back and i sorta settled for him cuz i wanted love so bad….but i am happy being single! it is just that feelin of liberation and independence!! i love it!
Mar 18, 06:40PM PDT | 1 comment
When i started this goal…i weighed 265 lbs!! and i am only 5’6”....I started working out and watching what i eat in december 2007. I am now down to 230 lbs…..i still have a long road ahead of me…my goal is to get down to a healthy weight of 140…..but like i said so far so good!
Mar 18, 04:14PM PDT | 4 cheers | 1 comment
my bills are higher than ever this month…i owe $605 for rent and gas and water…usually i owe $500..I havent gotten my electric bill yet but its sure to be high…and i got the internet, cable, and a house phone last month so i owe $145 for that..gr…and this is the month i plan on going back home to minnesota to visit..i am heading up there in 2 weeks….so i need atleast $300 just for gas to get there and back…ugh i hate being an adult sometimes..
Jan 05, 03:31PM PST | 2 cheers | 1 comment
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