try to express myself, but everything I say sounds so wrong. I would love to tell my mom how much I adore her, but when I try, I get so mad at myself and give up. Sometimes she thinks I don’t love her enough, and my heart wants to break in two, because I love her so much. I’d do anything to make her happy. Maybe I’m just too scared to let go; to lose myself in all the emotions of love and pain and happiness and and and…
MissLidija's Life List
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1. learn how to express my emotions
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2. have all my pets back that have died or run away
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3. go back to school for my Master's
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4. write a memoir and publish it
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5. have an existential crisis in order to appreciate everything life has to offer
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