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i bought a deck and have been practicing…its fun and i hope to learn more about it as time goes by…

still working on this but its going to take awhile since money is tight …but now that the place is clean …it does feel cozier!

this is getting easier lately…ive learned to let things go when it comes to him…and ya know what? its made us both happier!

i forgot all about this…im going to start it soon!

i think ive done this a few times since i posted this but oh well!

its been hard to keep up with the cleaning but i did it! the whole house looks beautiful! i cleaned everything out and i feel purified by letting all the negative energy in this house go out the window!

this is done and i feel better that it is! YAY!!

ok…i have done it…today i woke up and felt great…no worries to speak of and actually had alo to look forward to…weee!

ok this one is turning out good…we’re caught up on alot of bills and hoping to refurnish the apartment soon…piece by piece of course and i want to wait for a few pieces until after we move into our new apartment

well this isnt happening soon so im just gonna forget about it for now…

ok…ive completely cleaned my kitchen including my fridge and i also completely cleaned the bathroom and bedroom….all i have left is to vacuum and steam clean and im all done! im so excited and proud of myself!!

im almost done this one…vern has been helping me move furniture and get things gone through…. ya see my idea of cleanong means EVERYTHING…i had alot of work to do to get things organized and into place…..almost done!

yay! home depot isnt much but soon he’ll be in comcast so no worries!

i dont think this is happening soon…i was gonna go may 19th to see him but i dont have the money to now….ah well

i started smoking again…not that that is a good thing but i think its helping me be more patient with vern..dunno..

still walking with my friend…doing good with that….need to get better eating habits and start exercising on my own…

i filled out a bunch of applications including unemployment…i hope it works in his favor…we need something fast!

ok i cleaned MOST of my house today….i had an energy spurt which i hope goes into tomorrow…..

i made a beef stew …im proud of how it turned out…..it was gooooooood!

i snuggled with my lovie today…he had his day off and we had so much fun just hangin out together…we’re planning our wedding for next year since i have some money coming to me soon…i cant wait!!