Well, I guess there have been some steps in the right direction on trying to find him. I have friends of mine that call me up out of the blue and tell me they have seen him, kind of like big foot sightings. So all I know right now is that he is back in town and he lives somewhere near the beach. Other then that I have no more information. Still nothing from child support services… nothing. So in a year there has been very very little progress.
Mommyhadadiva's Life List
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1. Go to the indian reservation that my family comes from
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2. love myself more
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3. Swim with dolphins
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4. Take a picture of myself every day for a year
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5. take better care of my teeth
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6. see the northern lights
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7. send a post card to post secret
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8. get another tattoo
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9. stop yelling and being angry
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10. get my pre-baby body back
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11. go to bed earlier
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12. Lose 80 pounds
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13. Find my daughter's father because he took off when I got pregnant
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14. stop staying up so late
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15. stop yelling at my kids
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16. Finish School
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17. Get my LPN
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18. stop procrastinating
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19. get my tounge pierced
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20. Support myself and my daughter
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21. clean up my house and keep it clean
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22. Get a promotion
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23. Write a will
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24. spend less money
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25. eat healthy
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26. stop picking my face
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27. quit biting my nails
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28. learn to play the violin
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29. pay off my student loan
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30. go on another quetico canoe trip
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31. Be the best mom I can be
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32. not let people "walk all over me"
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33. read a book a month
1 entry403 people -
34. get a puppy
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35. own a skunk
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36. Find Love
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37. get lasik eye surgery
1 cheer193 people -
38. start my own business
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39. make another quilt
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40. join the Mile High Club
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41. Live in Scotland
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42. Have another child
184 people
I am so sick of looking in the mirror and hating the person looking back at me. I hate seeing people I know because I know I look like a cow compared to the person I once was. Before I got pregnant I weighed 130 pounds. 4 years later I haven’t lost the baby weight… I have gained more. I just weighed myself this morning and I am 240 pounds… more then double my origional weight. I would love nothing more then to weight 130 pounds again but I am going to start small and work my way up. I would love to lose the weight so I can feel better about myself, so I am not embarrassing to my daughter, and so I can do thing with my child and not be so winded and tired. I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! So it begins today…
Well, after being a vet tech for quite a while I have decided I want to go back to school to get my LPN. I have always been in love with the medical field and I can’t see myself doing anything else. Once I became determined and stopped procrastinating I went to the school in the area and took the entrance test. I just got the letter the other day telling me that I start school in September. So LPN here I come :)
