I have never been single.. well until lately.. I always give my heart and soul to a man and end up broken and left a lone,. I am so scared to love myslef that I feel the emptyness with a new love…. I have never dated around our found my true self.. I am like the movie run away bride.. I have had 4 long relationships in my life time and I am only 22 about to be 23.. I want to love and be loved so bad that I have a hard time just loving myslef.