I know I’m far from ready to do this. I’ve no idea where to start. All I know is that anything related to my parents makes me feel really crappy. I hate the mere thought of them. I’m not sure what exactly is the problem, just that there is a big one. Be it with the constant drinking, never being good enough, never getting support, or always being made to feel bad. I’m sick of the manipulation so I stopped talking to them, but I know that cutting them out of my life completly won’t heal any of the damage that I have from all of this. So I need to figure out how to confront them and what specifically to confront them about.
God… Being healthy emotional is so difficult and takes so much work!!!
Dec 03, 2008, 06:04PM PST | 0 comments
I already practice yoga, but not on a regular basis and not very vehemently. I want to learn more about the spiritual side of it and learn it more in depth, as in proper breathing and such. So officially it is now on my list of things to do
Dec 03, 2008, 05:48PM PST | 0 comments
So I’ve renewed my G1 a little while ago and attempted to take the G2 driving test but failed. It’s not that suprising though cause I didn’t really get any practice at all and I took the test in Ottawa. I haven’t rescheduled for my next G2 test since I don’t have anyone to teach me how to drive. I’m thinking of taking the test in a smaller town like Matawa or something to increase my odds of getting my G2, then I can practice my driving myself and build up my confidence. Cause really that’s the big problem, I’m very hesitant.
Dec 03, 2008, 05:40PM PST | 0 comments
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