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I am not good with money still. So I am handing my finances over to my husband. He is very good with money.

We’re going to work out a finance plan. I need to know when I’ll be out of debt and how much I can spend each month.

I had diazepam in my bag but couldn’t take it because I had to drive home from the airport.
Usually this would mean tears and panic on the plane. But I kept it together. It was tough, but I coped.
Usually I try and stop the fear. This time I said to myself, “you’re scared. This is the worst thing in life for for you” (being in a plane, esp at takeoff). So I put my feet on the shaking floor, relaxed my body and felt the terror – telling myself that if I feel it I can get through it. I kept feeling my pulse to see how it changed whe the fear had me, this helped me look at it objectively.
And it helped. The ride was bumpy, which would usually have me almost hysterical, but I mellowed to a kind of weary despair. An improvement I think.
A long way to go, but I’ll get there.

Things I want to cook well
Quiche DONE
Savoury muffins
Vegetarian thali DONE
Bread rolls
Creme brulee
Shortbread DONE
Ice cream
Pizza dough
Cauliflower cheese DONE
Gulab jamun

I also want to learn these basics
Vegetable steaming times
Shortcrust pastry DONE
Food seasons

And these drinks
Irish coffee
Vancouver hot chocolate with maple syrup
Apple, pear and ginger juice
Mango lassi