Morticia

I’ve always wished I could run… And I need a stress outlet. I’m not saying I want to be the fastest, I just want to be able to run.

This my friend, is a battle of all battles. I’ve come to love my card with all of my heart, but I also realize that it is a very dangerous relationship. One that really has no true gain… I have to break it off. It’s going to be a tough struggle, but I am going to do this.

The only reason I will be allowing myself to use the card is for
1. Extreme situations in which I have no choice but to break out the beast. (ei: I’m broken down on the highway and have no cash for a tow truck… or am captured by assassinating robotic monkeys and they force me to buy expensive, beautiful dresses for myself to wear… okay maybe more so the first example then the second…)
2. Spending when I have already put money on the card to buy whatever I wanted to buy (ei: My passport.)

The whole point of this goal is that I want to go see my friend in the states, and I figure I would save money by booking a flight early, and if I do it online, I could find a cheap flight, and just use my credit card to book.

I will have this goal completed by latest of MARCH 31, 2010!

I will have this goal completed by latest of MARCH 31, 2010!

I should probably get my ass moving on this…

Maybe later (is procrastinating) e_e

P.S. Why can’t we use the little star thingers? *

It looks amazing… as long as you keep up with the dye job… otherwise it looks kinda trashy.

Huzzah! I passed my driving test ^.! I don’t have my official license, but in 15 months I will.

Recommendation: Driving school. Awesomeness to the power of 10!

This is going to be the goal I focus on most, for now at least. All part of the big plan…

Gar. I tried this and it’s a whole hell of a lot more difficult than it looks! It probably helps if you’re at least a bit graceful… for us less fortunate people, it’ll take a while longer to achieve this goal lol.

Just working on one area in which I need to be more confident, but everything else is wonderful.

I feel like I’m not even the same person anymore. I do what I want, where I want. Whether it’s dancing in a grocery store full of people, singing on the streets, having an obscene, disgustingly hysterical conversation with my friends anywhere… I do it because I can… because I want to. I don’t hold myself back anymore… well just a few things I got to work on, but other than that, I’m this crazy person who is having the most awesome time ^^!

This goal is definitely worth achieving!!

Huzzzah! Have managed, once again, to kick that horrible addiction right in the ass.

On June 7, it will be 3 months since I’ve had any caffeinated and carbonated (with the exception of one night of drinking) beverages!
I’m proud.

This is such a good goal! It will definitely take a lot of effort but I’m going to try sooooo hard with this one.

O_O! I FREAKING MISSED TICKETS TO THEIR CONCERT WHEN THEY CAME HERE!

... I cried. I know. I’m a big wiener.

Oi Vell. There’s always next time.

Who knows… Maybe I’ll decide to go on a road trip to go see them in concert.

Holy Mackerel!

Does this person have more confidence? Most definitely, she certainly does.

I’m just not giving a shit about what anyone else thinks.
I think back on how much I used to stress over what others would think of me… it’s crazy.

I still have room to grow… but, I’ve improved, quite a lot.

Still in voice lessons! Loving them very much. I find they’re giving me a lot of confidence. I’m having some problems with the breathing and projecting my voice… But, I’m definitely way better from when I started.

I’m pretty certain that I’m going to continue taking them next year… but not exactly sure.

LESSONS ARE SO AWESOME!! Oh man. I love them. I just got my first song… 2 weeks ago. Sorry for not updating sooner. Anywho, I’m closer to my finishing my goal.

LoL! Oh man! You should hear some of the things I say now… “Holy Mackerel!”, “Jeez Louis!” and “Holy Doodlebugs!”. I’m such a dork. But I still swear a bit… not as severe as before but when I get angry or am telling story, I find I swear quite alot. Still working on this though.

Holy Mackerel! Life is so much better when you’re not shy. I can act all stupid and totally not give a shit what people think, and I talk to random people I don’t know without caring what they’ll think of me later. There still are certain events where I’m still a little shy, but I’m gonna work on that.

You just have to tell yourself that you can’t stay like this cause you’re gonna miss out on alot of things.

This is honestly the goal I am most proud of completing ^^

8 months clean of the stuff… then I had a can a few weeks ago and I’ve been drinking coke like crazy since then.

Today is day 1. Again I will do the 30 days free of coke to prove I’m clean for good. This time I will not drink coke.

I should also mention that I say I’m stopping drinking coke, but I’m also going to stop drinking any pops and any drink with caffiene or carbonation (That’s what I did last time too.)

I’m so sad I fell off the wagon T.T