I'm doing 30 things
Maybe some people we never get over. I thought I was over her but I still had a feeling. Not sure what the feelings were but there was some sensation. Like a wave of the past maybe? Just remembering all the things that never were… All the what-if’s Just being reminded maybe? ARG. Is totally forgetting the only way to get over her? But I like the memories… I need to accept that this is the way it is… and accept my feelings. Feelings are good.
MrGoat's Life List
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1. have better posture
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2. do more yoga
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3. EAT BREAKFAST MORE!
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4. code more
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5. weight 146 lbs
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6. go to the dentist
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7. Do less sitting.
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8. read philosophy
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9. be free
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10. take better care of myself
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11. fall in love
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12. fall in love with myself
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13. be more truthful
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14. draw posters of my crazy ideas
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15. make a list of 10 things I like about myself
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16. be more involved in the community
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17. to be closer with my family
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18. get my moles looked at
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19. be more genuine
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20. be more emotional
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21. Be more brave
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22. make a zombie plan
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23. Get over being scared of Authority and Institutions.
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24. convert a mercedes benz to run on vegtable oil
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25. identify 100 things that make me happy
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26. obtain a silver bell
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27. Be more interactive with my environment
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28. ride in a hot air balloon
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29. go to alaska
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30. find some silence
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How I did it
It made me
Ecited 
How I did it: I had read a few books on social sciences and how your social network really influences what your life is like. Also I read a book about the differences between rich people and poor people. So I know what I wanted to change about myself and how I could elicit this change. Read how I did it…
It made me
tired but $$ful
How I did it: well... i pretty much just applied at the right time... this can be verrrry tricky if you are not really in tune with the time and rightness of it... or lucky. or you can spam potential places to work until you get a hit. having lots of experience helps too... which is a catch 22 for sure... Read how I did it…
It made me
ashamed 
How I did it: inheritance - makes me sad but thats how i did. not really something you could ever hope or strive for... but yeah. thats how i did it. big sigh. now i need to make sure i never am in this situation again! Read how I did it…
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Recent entries
Went to the doctor today and he said everything was fine but that I should come back in a years time. Seems good to me!
Yeah. I’m not sure I know exactly what this means. I think it has to do with a feeling of being “connected” to where I live or the people I interact with everyday. Some sense of commitment and responsibility.
I have it at the Foundation. People know my name and I know theirs. And I know the menu and I feel welcome there. I feel special there. Like I belong (somewhat) I want more of this.
