MrsEwingxMamax3

Ok, ill admit. I havent been on here in a while. Ive lost track of what I was doing. I’ve slacked off quite a bit and havent lost any weight. I cant keep doing this. I need to get myself and my body back. I want to be a role model for my kids and my husband. I dont want to be looked at as the person who just “let myself go”. I need to start working on this again!

He means everything to me. I cant even put it into words the way I feel about him. We fell in love at such a young age, we’ve been through all the ups and downs. He’s seen me at my best and at my worst, yet he’s never in any way tried to put me down or make me feel like anything less than I am. He’s the most amazing husband anyone could ask for. He’s given me 3 beautiful children, and the best life he could provide. We may not have all the finer things in life, but we do have eachother :)

So far so good. My husband had a few tiny arguements, and I tried my whole walking away and shutting my mouth. Works good, stops the arguement instead of escalating it and dragging it on longer than it needs to. Its not healthy for us to argue the way we were. We have one major arguement this past weekend, I dont even want to get into that and remember everything that happened. Let’s just say it wasn’t good. Anyway, Im back on track and again dedicated to making our relationship better. I know its not going to change over night…