MrsMalcolmReynolds

It’s really really romantic. I’ve done it about 4 times with my ex-fiance. The first time was because our very first French kiss was when it was raining. That was the best kiss I have ever had, it meant so much to me. The second was at his house in the front yard. He dragged me out because he had a surprise for me. (he knows I love the rain and am a total hopeless romantic). He said, “I will always love you.” and then we kissed, slow, and romantic. I definitely recommend it. It’s one of those times that I felt that I could never be more happy.

I was engaged and we loved each other more than words could express. But, then one day he decided he didn’t love me anymore. He dragged it out and held me everyday and kissed me and…it was the most painful experience of my life and I have had a lot of painful experiences. I found out after he was gone about stuff and I don’t ever want to fall in love with anyone again. He was a self-proclaimed sadist and doesn’t like the word “no”. He promised to love me forever and we made all these plans and he was the most romantic guy ever. I will always love him. That will never change. But, I would be a lot happier without this pain. It felt wonderful while it lasted, but…now it hurts so much. Memories are everywhere and you just can’t escape them.

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