Nicole

hi.
i wrote a while ago that i wanted to leave… and then i thought i changed my mind. and now im back to wanting to run away.
i hate the kids that live by me. i used to be so social and then my home life made me so depressed and shut in that i didnt even want to go out anymore or text or myspace or even really facebook.. im starting to get back on to facebook, but while i was hom ei wound up going on this amazing website called coldplaying.com. and ive met great people from around the world. and the few close friends that i have in freaking stupid jersey are turning on me, and making mne feel like crap … calling my selfish and everything.. i dont need this.. i mean my mom is a ragin alcoholic, music is my life. and i wouldnt be able to live with out my friends online. like. the kids by me drink. smoke. drink some more and then talk about freaking sex all the time.

im from new jersey and i want out before my sixteenth birthday on november 2nd.

mrsmartindamon@aol.com
or message me for facebook info.
but if you try to contact me on facebook… dont write stuff out in the poen.. no body knows about this yet.
and i dont want ANYONE to know… at all.

omg angelina jolie is like my role modle i admire all of the charitable work she does and her movies are amazing :) i love the good shepard :) shes in that with matt damon and also i like her in mr and mrs smith that off the chain :) i wish i could meet her just to tell her that i look up to the way she changed her life around
plus, ive learned not to belive all the tabloids lol. they lie a lot just to get your money ;)

haha im actually listening to them as i write this :)
omg im going to see them in boston on
8.3.09
and im going to philly on
5.26.09
AHHHH I love them all so much theyre so amazing and with out thier music i think i would go crazy :)
+ everybody knows that chris martin is my future hubby <3 haha