MrsRakestraw

probably gave the impression that I do not want/care to lose the weight—but I do. It’s just something I have struggled with for what seems like FOREVER. My neurologist seems to think that if I lose the weight, my Intracranial Hypertension will go into remission, and it will solve all my problems. I do not agree with that, but I do know I need to lose the weight, for my overall health. My older brother recently found out that he is pre-diabetic and it runs in the family so I need to be more concerned about my health.

I have a GREAT kickoff point coming September 28th-oral surgery—I won’t be able to eat much of anything that isn’t drinkable and that’s assuming I will even want to eat so that day is going to be my starting point.

want to try and have this under control more by the time school starts up again in the fall—October 12th. I didn’t do so good last quarter and I have to make that up to myself. I feel like if I didn’t waste so much time mindlessly wandering the internet, I could have studied more and not gotten a D on my final exam in what I thought was an easy class.

a very good wife yesterday. My husband had run out of a necessary medication this weekend, and the pharmacy was supposed to call the doctor’s office for the refills our insurance requires. I completely forgot about ALL of this, until he mentioned something to me right before he had to leave for work. Doctor’s office never called back, so my husband wound up having to “borrow” a few from the pharmacy. It didn’t end bad, but I still feel like shit about it all—he depends on me to keep his medications straight and I screwed it up.

Sigh.