Photography is something have only picked up just recently, but I think I’ve fallen in love with it.
I used to dream of becoming a journalist for Blender or Spin or some magazine like that, but now I think I’d like to be both a photographer and a journalist.
Photography means a lot to me, and I love looking and taking pictures. I want all my pictures to be of good quality and mean something. I want to take pictures of people, of humans and the human condition. I think being a photojournalist would be the proper thing for me, but really anything to do with pictures is right for me.
I had posted this as a goal previously, one that I thougt I’d reached. However, now that I’ve matured and looked at that relationship from afar, I realize it wasn’t really love.
Anyways, that was a while ago, and now I’m moving on. I want to give love another shot. I don’t want to hear the word and think “fuck love!” I want to be optimistic again, and try to put the past behind me.
I think that I am one of those people who is really capable of love, but gets crushed on a lot. I know this is nothing to rush, you can’t rush a thing like this, but I want to feel it again and for real this time.
Okay, so after my big breakup with my longtime beau, Cristian, in February I needed many changes to feel better.
I had already gotten permanent red highlights in my hair and I had dyed it red a few times, but it wasn’t enough.
I decided I want a bigger change, so I bought some ManicPanic dye, Hot Hot Pink, and I went crazy.
I still have this color in, it’s great. I’ve gotten numerous compliments, and questions and I have never felt so pretty or original in my life.
Everyone must try this at least once in their life.