MsSassy82

So, when I set this goal I was employed. Now I’m not so it’s a struggle. But it’s not looking extra bad right now so I’m trying to keep my head up. I’ve paid my bills for this month so I should be alright for the next couple of weeks. Go unemployment checks!!!

Sadly & painfully, this looks like a goal that I can forget. My ex just informed me that he’s moving to Oklahoma for GOOD. He says for him it’s going to be a new start. It just sucks because that “new start” does not include me. So I guess I have to hang it up :-(
I’m devastating CRUSHED at this. I love him more than anything in this world! I’d give my life for him but because I f**ked he’s leaving. Now I gotta spend the rest of my life with this regret.

I have been cussing like a sailor since I was in elementary school. I swear it seems without let up. It’s just really bad when someone makes me mad. I really try but it’s hard because by the time I realize I’m going off, I’m already 6 cuss words deep! I even tried the whole money per cuss word…sometimes I just went ahead & put money in the cup for the stuff I knew I was bout to say. This is going to be hard but I THINK I can get thru this…it just may take a lil while.