I’ve been struggling with bulimia and compulsive overeating for eight years now… Sometimes, when I feel a little better or thinner i think that it’s all behind me and that i’ve moved on. But lately things have been getting worse again so i finally found a psychiatrist who can help me. I started therapy yesterday, I’m willing to do whatever it takes to stop this hell and I’m hoping for the best….
Mushica's Life List
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1. Do the things that I think are nearly impossible
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2. weigh 57kg
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3. Have a great serious relationship
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4. Do meaningful work that fulfills my ambitions.
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5. Have regular income
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6. go to miami
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7. buy my own car
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8. Feel like a rock star
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9. travel to Japan
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10. renovate my apartment
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11. Clean out my attic
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12. Quit Smoking
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13. have a flat stomach
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14. take a course in graphic design
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15. Make paintings for my friends to say thank you
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16. Get rid of 1000 things
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17. Visit Australia
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18. go to London
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19. whiten my teeth
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20. buy a bicycle
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21. Have a house with a great view
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22. Visit Belgrade
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23. Go on a roadtrip
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24. start making jewelry
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25. Get a professional photo session
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26. bungee jump
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27. make my own clothes
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28. organize my CDs
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29. get a tan
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30. drive on my own
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31. Become a music promoter
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32. tattoo someone
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33. stop overeating
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Recent entries
After 8 long months I can finally say that I’m starting to move on… I still think about him a lot, but at least I stopped hoping we would get back together. I deserve much better than that.
This year a lot of things didn’t turn out the way I expected. First of all I had a surgery and I need time to recover, and I’m pretty broke so I won’t be attending all the festivals I was looking forward to…
This will be my first summer in the hot city, nowhere near the coast but I’ll make the best of it ;)
