I'm doing 10 things
Okay… I’ve been slipping bigtime.
I’m depressed, I’m out of school and I need a fulltime job. I need new goals and I need to make them realistic.
I have been sick with the flu, or some crap and now I’m getting over it…it caused me to lose some valuable workout days (3.5 days). I worked out extra hard today and my left leg started to give out on me. Not good. Over exertion can cause more problems then it’s worth! Anyway, I was 127 before I got sick last week, and now I’ve blown up a bit, and look down to see this big belly sticking out. ugh
I’m sure i’m at 130 or more, and don’t want to humiliate myself by jumping on the scale right now. (oddly, when i get thinner, i am always kicking myself and thinking that i should have gotten out the cam corder, to show myself how horrible i looked).
Anyway, I know i need to regulate my blood sugar, yet there’s junk food everywhere that I haven’t been able to stop eating! I have 2 weeks out of the month where I’m totaLLY uncontrollable. Right before my cycle hits, I end up eating all kinds of crap.
Right now I want to get down to 120 and in order to do that, i’m going to have to cut out all kinds of bad foods and sugary drinks! I need to REALLY TRY. No more excuses!
Is there anybody out there who can muster up some will power and time to encourage a small group of us to keep each other going?
I’m IN! (well for the moment, anyway.)
