MyNameWasChosen

aight. well. i was going to tell him the day before i left for college, but my friends warned me against it cuz then he will remember me as “the weird girl who had a crush on him for years.” which isnt fair since we are pretty good friends. :P GACK. im just so afraid to tell him cuz im afraid of rejection or the awkwardness. all the girls like him and he could find so many better girls than me. I dont think i could live with myself if i dont tell him, so i might tell him before i leave the country for a few weeks, that way i wont have to look him in the eye for three weeks :). the problem is is that i leave in two weeks, and i dont have the courage to tell him. gack. this is so hard! oh well, so thats my goal. we shall see if it works or i gget crushehd and rejected and can never face the world again WHOOOOOOOOOHOOOO

aight well strange story. so.. im cleaning out my room and i found a knitting book and i remembered when i knitted a belt so i dropped what i was doing (literally) and just started to knit in the middle of cleaning XD now I want to learn how to crochet so I can make blankets for people in need of them, like the homeless. it would be fun

heh well i have been doing so well on reviewing and learning new vocab… oh well, i start the college course in..3 days. gosh i am so nervous!