Naarf

So today is the day I decided to stop smoking weed. I’ve been smoking almost daily for next to ten years now. I’m 24 years old. I feel like weed has held me back and made me so tired and lazy in my work and family life. My husband stopped 4 years ago when we got married. He used to bug me to quit but for about a year he’s stopped. I feel guilty about doing it, even though I have never had to hide doing it from him I still feel like I’m cheating him and us a lot. I spend close to $300 monthly on weed. That’s money we could be using to go on vacation with or saving for our future, that makes me feel so horrible. I never felt bad enough to want to stop or thought I even had a problem until recently. I realize how tired and crappy I feel. I realize what a waste of money and time it is. I feel older than I should and I am more emotional and mentally drained than I should be. I should have This is MY decision this time I am QUITTING WEED!!!!!!