WoW almost ruined my life, my marriage, and made me depressed. I miss it but it’s not worth going back to..I do miss some of the people I played with though.
Nailu's Life List
1. Become a mommy.
2. stop playing world of warcraft
3. Stop having panic attacks
4. Stop being depressed
5. Gain 15 pounds.
6. Return to Greece
7. Renew my wedding vows.
8. Finish my book.
9. Be able to run a business at home.
10. Own a house.
11. world of warcraft
My depression started when I was 14. My grandmother was dying from cancer and I just couldn’t handle my emotions anymore. I started drinking, not coming home, self mutilation with cigarettes and sharp objects. I have even had about 3 suicidal attempts, slit my wrists, overdosed on pills twice. My grandmother passed away almost 3 years ago and I finally managed to get some help from my inlaws and husband for my sickness when I was 19. I was sent to a mental clinic for several days so they could evaluate me. After all that they put me on Lexapro, which has made such a difference in the way my mind works. I haven’t thought of killing myself in a long time and have even become more active. Now if only I could get my panic attacks to go away
. I truly do hope that the people that have the same problems as me or worse are able to find the strength to get help and do something about it. I still struggle with day to day problems, but it’s not nearly as bad as it used to be. Good luck everyone!
My husband and I got married in an apartment building that was being used as a courthouse in Greece (husband was military). We dressed up fairly decent and had some pictures taken just to remember the moment. We never were able to have a honeymoon because I was flying back to the USA 2 days later and my husband hadn’t been feeling good all week. We have now been married 2 1/2 years and together for 4, we have had our fair share of hard times and finacial issues (actually I wouldn’t exactly call it fair…those times sucked) and it seemed that “Murphy’s Law” was haunting us (Murphys law-aka: bad things happen in 3’s). After all that we have been through I think we both deserve a memorable moment to proclaim our love for one another…and a honeymoon =P. Perhaps some day we can make it happen…till then I will keep hoping.