Nailu

WoW almost ruined my life, my marriage, and made me depressed. I miss it but it’s not worth going back to..I do miss some of the people I played with though.

My depression started when I was 14. My grandmother was dying from cancer and I just couldn’t handle my emotions anymore. I started drinking, not coming home, self mutilation with cigarettes and sharp objects. I have even had about 3 suicidal attempts, slit my wrists, overdosed on pills twice. My grandmother passed away almost 3 years ago and I finally managed to get some help from my inlaws and husband for my sickness when I was 19. I was sent to a mental clinic for several days so they could evaluate me. After all that they put me on Lexapro, which has made such a difference in the way my mind works. I haven’t thought of killing myself in a long time and have even become more active. Now if only I could get my panic attacks to go away . I truly do hope that the people that have the same problems as me or worse are able to find the strength to get help and do something about it. I still struggle with day to day problems, but it’s not nearly as bad as it used to be. Good luck everyone!

My husband and I got married in an apartment building that was being used as a courthouse in Greece (husband was military). We dressed up fairly decent and had some pictures taken just to remember the moment. We never were able to have a honeymoon because I was flying back to the USA 2 days later and my husband hadn’t been feeling good all week. We have now been married 2 1/2 years and together for 4, we have had our fair share of hard times and finacial issues (actually I wouldn’t exactly call it fair…those times sucked) and it seemed that “Murphy’s Law” was haunting us (Murphys law-aka: bad things happen in 3’s). After all that we have been through I think we both deserve a memorable moment to proclaim our love for one another…and a honeymoon =P. Perhaps some day we can make it happen…till then I will keep hoping.