Narcissa




I'm doing 28 things
 

Narcissa 's Life List

  1. 1. Beat my Depression
    87 entries . 115 cheers
    1,956 people
  2. 2. Reflect daily in a 'one sentence' journal
    761 entries . 21 cheers
    272 people
  3. 3. be my own person
    9 cheers
    111 people
  4. 4. Be in a Liverpool Match
    2 entries . 16 cheers
    1 person
  5. 5. buy a homeless person lunch
    19 cheers
    19 people
  6. 6. Conquer my fear of driving
    10 cheers
    190 people
  7. 7. Define myself A-Z
    3 entries . 16 cheers
    36 people
  8. 8. Draw a roadmap for where I want my life to go so I don't lose focus and get lost along the way.
    8 cheers
    0 people
  9. 9. Go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
    13 cheers
    21,524 people
  10. 10. Have 'no internet' days
    23 cheers
    1 person
  11. 11. Have an Athlete's Pulse Rate.
    1 entry . 6 cheers
    1 person
  12. 12. Identify 100 things that make me Happy
    80 entries . 18 cheers
    2,510 people
  13. 13. learn how to bake cupcakes
    2 entries . 11 cheers
    0 people
  14. 14. Leave a mix CD for a stranger.
    17 cheers
    0 people
  15. 15. leave flowers on the grave of a stranger
    6 cheers
    9 people
  16. 16. list my regrets so I can let them go
    2 cheers
    0 people
  17. 17. Ride in a hot air balloon
    12 cheers
    2,742 people
  18. 18. See the Northern Lights
    1 entry . 12 cheers
    19,131 people
  19. 19. Send a message in a bottle
    11 cheers
    4,137 people
  20. 20. Visit Disneyland
    2 entries . 23 cheers
    87 people
  21. 21. Write anonymous letters to strangers and leave them in public places.
    4 cheers
    104 people
  22. 22. Write down the things I love about people; read it when I'm upset with them
    30 cheers
    11 people
  23. 23. 100 Words I like
    2 team members . 88 entries . 11 cheers
    4 people
  24. 24. visit Notre Dame cathedral
    3 cheers
    8 people
  25. 25. Be more patient with my younger brother
    3 cheers
    1 person
  26. 26. tape glow-sticks to a kite and fly it at night
    4 cheers
    18 people
  27. 27. Backup my entries, and delete my account.
    1 entry
    1 person
  28. 28. Get employed by one of my top companies
    1 person

How I did it
How to watch Roger Federer on court
It took me
5 years
It made me
astonished


How to work on My Extended Essay
It took me
2 months
It made me
Proud


How to allow myself to only be treated well by the people I choose to have friendships and relationships with. If they do not, I need to find the courage to move on without them.
It took me
3 months
It made me
better


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Recent entries
post letters here that i would never send (read all 320 entries…)
Dear You,

If there’s anyone I worked hard on not shutting out, it was you. It’s that I never thought I’d get the cold shoulder from you, when what I needed most was a hug.



Beat my depression (read all 87 entries…)
I am Graduating in 34 Days

I am graduating in 34 days, and I do not yet have anything figured out. I have been rejected from my top choices due to bans on hiring (based on nationality). It doesn’t matter that I am one of top three students in my batch, it doesn’t matter that I’ve done extremely well, or how much effort I’ve put in to it.

I am graduating in a month’s time, and I have no idea what I’ll do next. This is it, and I have no idea where I’ll go next, boy does that scare me, and boy does that trigger an episode.

I am trying to keep telling myself that my worth is not tied to the sort of job that I land, and that most undergraduates don’t really end up in their top places anyways, but this doesn’t make things any less terrifying.



Beat my depression (read all 87 entries…)
I am trying very hard

I am trying to come to terms with the possibility that sometimes my 101% is just not good enough.



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