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Nchantdfaeriedst's Life List
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1. Get Married To A Girl
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2. Honor my Mother
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3. Have Children
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4. Get To Know My Sister
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5. STOP HATING MYSELF
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6. Sing...
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7. Prove to myself that I am worth it
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8. Be A Good Girlfriend
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9. Stop Being SO Damn Jealous
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10. Get Down To A Size 14
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11. Find A Way To Lose Weight Without Disorders
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12. Satisfy Her Everytime
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13. Feel Sexy
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14. Tone My Thighs
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15. Save Money
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16. Be Perfect in my own sense
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17. Have more will power
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18. Control my Anger better
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19. Take Better Care of myself
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20. Prove to her I'm worth keeping
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21. Everything
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22. control my emotional comfort eating
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23. Go Back to School
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24. Exercise More
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25. Be Better at What I Do
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26. Get A Good Job
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27. Have it ALL
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28. Quit biting my nails
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29. Keep House Better
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30. Quit Crying So much
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31. Do Spring Cleaning
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32. Be Stable
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33. become a proffesional cook
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34. Go To The Doctor More
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35. Find a Need for that pretty dress
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My mother passed away November 15, 2006… I am only 18.. My mother was my life.. She was my best friend. My only true friend.. The only one I trusted.. I miss her so much.. I would give my life to see her once more… At Least she got what she wanted.. to see me graduate.. I have failed her I dropped out of college thats all she wanted was for me to be happy and live a nice life.. But the truth told I’m not sure if I can without her.. My children won’t have a grandmother.. who will walk me down the aisle.. (not my father) I had so much time left with her.. There was somethings that we will NEVER get to do together.. some things that she will never get to see.. I just want to live up to her expectations…
And Now that I am crying hysterically I will go…
The whole dream… a job that pays well.. A family get married.. the typical two parents two kids house dog cat two cars thing because my life have been anything but typical…
