I'm doing 43 things
Had a huge fight with my mom. We haven’t spoken for weeks. I’m freaking out because some guy she’s been dating for the past few weeks proposed to her. They don’t even know each other. Eveything’s happening way too fast. I think they’re being childish. To make matters worse, my mom thinks I’m “acting up” because I miss my dad. “Yeah, right”. I don’t even talk to him either. Things like this are the reason why I’ve wanted to leave home for years, but I still can’t afford it. I’m not a kid anymore. I feel helpless and I’ve been crying a lot.
Nekoe's Life List
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1. be happy
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2. be happy on my own
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3. feel better about myself
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4. have more confidence in myself
8 cheers574 people -
5. overcome depression and anxiety
1 entry . 24 cheers377 people -
6. make a difference
7 cheers7,171 people -
7. Stop worrying about what others think of me
1 entry . 8 cheers114 people -
8. Say "no" every time i feel like it and not feel guilty
1 entry . 13 cheers370 people -
9. stop being co-dependent
4 cheers93 people -
10. Make the most of my 20's
10 cheers680 people -
11. improve my public speaking skills
4 entries . 4 cheers444 people -
12. simplify my life
1 entry . 4 cheers1,207 people -
13. To live instead of exist
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14. change the world
2 cheers3,468 people -
15. do some volunteer work
8 cheers101 people -
16. inspire others
3 cheers658 people -
17. stop procrastinating
2 entries . 2 cheers30,378 people -
18. Play the piano more
7 cheers257 people -
19. grow my own vegetables
3 cheers1,559 people -
20. Learn Quichua
1 cheer2 people -
21. write a book
31,074 people -
22. Learn Japanese
4 cheers10,760 people -
23. Improve my French
1,445 people -
24. quit eating sugar
2 cheers114 people -
25. drink more water
1 cheer20,255 people -
26. learn to meditate
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27. save more money
2,996 people -
28. eliminate possesions that I don't need
3 cheers7 people -
29. Learn to cook--fantastic, healthy, people-will-beg-me-for-the-recipe cooking.
3 cheers45 people -
30. learn Guarani
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31. learn martial arts
1 entry . 2 cheers933 people -
32. Be a tourist in my own city
2 cheers30 people -
33. Stretch everyday!
3 cheers146 people -
34. give up sugar and white flour for good
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35. everyday is a learning experience
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36. learn sign language
2 cheers8,498 people -
37. Sing a song at the top of your lungs at least once a week
1 cheer54 people -
38. Learn to french braid my own hair
1 entry . 3 cheers134 people -
39. learn calculus
1 entry . 1 cheer237 people -
40. get my degree
1 cheer535 people -
41. learn how to do the moonwalk perfectly
2 cheers132 people -
42. find true love
4 cheers3,092 people -
43. Fall in love
2 entries . 2 cheers27,224 people
Recent entries
I should just delete this goal. Don’t believe in it, don’t think it’s worth it. BUT…. The only reason I keep this goal in my list is because I feel I owe it to the people who gave me cheers. Thanks btw.
Yesterday I had to do a presentation for some class in uni and the weird thing is I didn’t feel that nervous. This has happened only twice in my life (a few weeks ago in a different class). Like I said, it’s weird since I always freak out because of my stage fear and my shyness (and no, I don’t have a problem with shyness. I’m happily shy).
