I just woke up. And looked in the mirror and was able to say damn I look amazingly gorgeous. I was able to talk to my friends about how kick ass I was and mean it. Ask a boy I liked out. The only thing that changed was that I realized I’m a mature intelligent person with opinions and interests. And though I’m crazy at times… I like that.
Elizabeth's Life List
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1. I want to leave a mix cd/tape on a bench
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2. Drink more water
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3. Read More
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4. Visit the Holocaust Museum
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5. Improve my grammar
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6. Save an emergency fund
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7. Get a Tattoo
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8. Work out more
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9. Stay Hydrated
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10. Lose Fifty Pounds
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11. Visit Philadelphia, PA
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12. Improve my spelling
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13. Visit Seattle, WA
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14. Learn to play the violin
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15. Learn to play the Cello
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16. Learn to play the piano
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17. learn to speak yiddish
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18. Learn to speak french
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19. Learn to speak spanish
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20. learn ASL
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21. Learn Morse Code
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22. visit washington DC
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23. Visit Baltimore MD
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24. Help my community
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Finally after months of want him, thinking of him. I got him. I got his smiles, his jokes, his insight on my card play. Even if his Ex was uncomfortable with it, I was fine, I had him. Life was wonderful…
Then he broke up with me. suddenly, fine and wonderful, happy, studying together went from this won’t work, I don’t want to hurt you in 3 hours. And while I got break up pancakes with my best friend sobbing into the syrup, he had her.
I don’t regret any moment with him, I regret talking to him that night, I regret forgiving her, I regret forgiving him. Yet I feel like everything I’m sad over now is about me… not them.
Two of my best friends just broke up and rumor has it a guy I kinda like I think maybe (he’s great and sweet and I love hanging out with him and dig him) may ask me out.
PROBLEM: his ex, though giving a green light has been known to change signals in a moment. Urk!!
