It seems to me this goal likes me because it just doesn’t want me to leave. I did over a 100 days before Christmas and, just as I was getting confident, I crashed and burned.
I’ve been drinking regularly ever since and promising myself a few times a week that I’d get back on the wagon. Yeah, right. We all know the script here and, quite frankly, I’m boring myself with this shit.
I felt so bloody good when I was sober, so why the hell did I talk myself back into drinking?
Anyway,this is day 2 and my very good friend Sunny reminded me about 43T by sending me a message via a previous comment. Pullin for ya, Sunny and for all the guys who share this goal.
All the best,
I hope you are all well and progressing well with this goal.
For those of you who remember me, I’m still fighting booze but I have been feeling really confident lately. I’ve been totally sober for 3 months now and I feel confident about getting through Christmas.
Take care and stay strong,
and I’m ready for bed. I came very close tonight with the internal debates about just buying a few beers. Only a few days ago I was posting here about drinking against my will and I was almost off to the supermarket again!
Anyway, that’s a Thursday and a Friday done – two tough nights for me. I’ve just got to hang in there till this gets easier, which I know it will with time.
I will never drink again (I’m talking to my ‘beast’)
Have a good weekend folks!