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i use to cut myself last year in the seventh grade, because my parents wold always fight and my mom would leave for weeks and wouldnt come back + my boyfriend had hit me. i remember i wrote a note to my friend alyssa, saying how i wanted to die, and how it was all up to me and i could take matters into my own hands, i was asking for her advice in what to do. but i accidentally left the note in the class, and got called to the guidence counslers office. she asked me if the note was mine.. i said yes and she called my parents and read it to them. then she started to harass me about how i was wearing a sweatshirt when it was in the 80’s outside. i told her ‘everyone is wearing a sweatshirt so if you have something against me, tell me, otherwise i sugest you shutup’ she told me i better pull my sleves up. i was so mad i started bursting out in tears and told her to shut the fuck up that she doesnt know anything about being depressed and wanting to die. she grabbed my arm and pulled my sleeve up and she told my parents. then she sent me back to class. like nothing happened. i arrived home and went downstairs and cried on the couch in a blanket. luckily my parents helped me and i ended up being alive today. being depressed sucks more then life itself. and cutting doesnt help either, it just makes it more obvious to people that your life sucks and it makes you so much easier to be a target. im glad i stopped, and i learned that there is always someone in the world who can make your life worth living.
NewAmericanClassic's Life List
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1. make my parents proud
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2. Fall in love
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3. stop crying
297 people -
4. be beautiful
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5. become anorexic
3,842 people -
6. become bulimic
1,230 people -
7. pass school
45 people -
8. accept myself
644 people -
9. stop beating myself up for old mistakes
1 cheer80 people -
10. be successfull
93 people -
11. Become Skinny
705 people -
12. lose fat
91 people -
13. Not feel ugly
201 people -
14. get him back
202 people -
15. Pierce my belly button
180 people -
16. kill myself
491 people -
17. figure out what to do with my life
1 cheer539 people -
18. be a good friend
970 people -
19. Finish what I start
4,071 people -
20. stop gossiping
500 people -
21. Stop being so scared to tell people how much I care about them
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22. Read the entire Bible
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23. journal daily
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24. be happy
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25. Commit a felony and never get caught
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26. go on a road trip with no predetermined destination
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27. Live less inside my own head
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28. Try acid
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29. Break a Bone
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30. Get plastic surgery
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31. become famous
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32. lose weight
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33. see the northern lights
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34. pray more
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