Nicki_321

I can’t break free if i can’t stop being angry. I can’t stop being angry unless certain people stop getting away with everything, and pushing all the limits. People just keep pushing and pushing and pushing and I’m so angry i cant even vocalize to these people, im trapped in a nightmare. Its like i’ve been dreaming for 5 months and whenever I manage to pull all the shit together someone has to come and pull it all apart and destroy everything all my passion has gone in. I’m 22 weeks pregnant i wish these idiots would just give me a break and let me try to get on with my life and stop stealing and preventing me from achieving everything i want and know i can do.

I want to be able to get through this year with the light in sight. The whole year, not just part of it. I dont want to be left in the dark anymore with no clue where the next bend is. I want to know what to expect, and find my way out of this tunnel.

i finally started a scrapbook that i will finish, its one of my partner of myself and he loves it so far, which isgreat motivation to keep going with it.
I try and fit it in when i get the opportunity around work and paperwork. Its a great way to chill out and just relax for a while too, so im really enjoying it.
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