Nicole Bush

I need help on how to turn into a dragon, please. I do not like the way i live, its torcher. I go thorugh memories, day and night of being a dragon, flying through the night sky, fighting against other dragons, breathing fire!. I have to put up with my natural instinks, day after day. Wanting to fly but not being able to, roaring and all. I feel more comfortable walking on all fours!But what i hate is trying to move a tail side to side gently but not being able to, or just being able to strecth large wings out. Most of the time when im in bed, i sleep like a dragon, or act like a dragon, and i cant help it. I keep having memories of being a dragon, a fire dragon, by the name of Amber. Having a fire dragon as a mother and water dragon as a father. I remember having orange scales and blue scales on my chest. I remember having fun with other dragons and it kills inside knowing that i might not be able to ever again!. Please help, i beg of you to head my call, from a fellow dragon