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NikkiKate




I'm doing 43 things
  

NikkiKate's Life List

  2. 1. Fly a plane
    		973 people
  3. 2. wake up when my alarm clock goes off
    		7,515 people
  4. 3. love myself more
    		623 people
  5. 4. laugh every day
    		364 people
  6. 5. write a novel and get it published
    		331 people
  7. 6. Keep my room clean
    		2,565 people
  8. 7. be organized
    		590 people
  9. 8. Try ecstacy
    		80 people
  10. 9. change someone's life
    		1,323 people
  11. 10. Learn how to make graffiti stencils
    		51 people
  12. 11. travel more
    		2,919 people
  13. 12. get in shape
    		9,422 people
  14. 13. start a revolution
    		1,024 people
  15. 14. Do well in school.
    		417 people
  16. 15. lose 20 pounds and keep it off
    		239 people
  17. 16. learn to dance
    		6,610 people
  18. 17. Have a more positive attitude.
    		64 people
  19. 18. speak Italian fluently
    		322 people
  20. 19. having cooking parties
    		3 people
  21. 20. learn how to type fast without looking at the keyboard
    		2,414 people
  22. 21. travel to every continent
    		1,412 people
  23. 22. Have fun
    		2,972 people
  24. 23. save someone's life
    		988 people
  25. 24. Be fitter!
    		48 people
  26. 25. drink more water
    		19,079 people
  27. 26. Save money
    		14,827 people
  28. 27. exercise regularly
    		10,582 people
  29. 28. be happy
    		21,984 people
  30. 29. be anywhere but here
    		16 people
  31. 30. be a good friend
    1 cheer     		909 people
  32. 31. die
    		1,802 people
  33. 32. Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference...
    		477 people
  34. 33. Let go of the past
    		1,585 people
  35. 34. do something that matters
    		37 people
  36. 35. live each day as if it were my last, but learn each day as if I'll live forever
    		497 people
  37. 36. play drums
    		307 people
  38. 37. fall in love with someone who loves me as much as i love them
    		151 people
  39. 38. become rich
    		924 people
  40. 39. Be less needy
    1 cheer     		75 people
  41. 40. wear makeup regularly
    		44 people
  42. 41. be known
    		99 people
  43. 42. become a hacker
    		522 people
  44. 43. make my own clothes
    		2,206 people
Recent entries
slit my wrists
did it 16 months ago

I did it. I hurt people around me and everyone left me. Now I just stood up and here I am. I still have a few friends… but I lost the best one…he tried to do everything, but I kept doing what I did. I complained all the time, so he went away… Sometimes I still wanna slit my fuckin’ wrist. Sometimes I want to die so hard… Sometimes I feel I live in lie – that everything is alright now… and I miss my best friend so very much… I remind every little moment with him. But I keep on living. Now I’m singing, I stopped complaining, cutting. I’m killing all my pain inside of me, and nobody knows what I really feel… But I don’t regret what I did. Even if I hate the scars on my wrist.

Aug 14, 2008, 01:26PM PDT | 0 comments



 

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exercise regularly Make peace with my dad dragondragonfly wants to Quit my job Learn to surf do a sprint triathlon write a personal mission statement go skinny dipping learn to read minds get a six pack Pimp my Google page Go Kayaking help animals control my anger take the 5000 question survey Long John Silvie wants to train my dog get my MFA Go skydiving read every book I own diet remember Win the powerball Learn to play air guitar identify 100 things that make me happy (besides money) become happy with how I look learn to ride a motorcycle Be better at lacrosse harry potter and the order of the phoenix
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